Tuesday, January 19, 2010

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Changed the ticker to memorial, need to cry for my baby, but cant , am not with Payton's father anymore, its just me and my three Angels. I dont have words to properly describe what i think of him now ..

Feel numb and dont feel worthy anymore, I want to sink throught the floor or curl up in a corner x

<3 Payton <3 Rillee <3 Horowai <3

2 comments:

  1. Take your time ,your heart , your grief , your terms, your way .Love you long time xxx

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  2. Oh sweetie. Just know that you have us here if you need.

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