I am trying so hard to hold it together , my family still know nothing and i cant handle them as well. It feels like something bubbling under the surface and every once in a while a tear escapes , i wipe it away and suck it up and wait till noone is around. just feel so miserable and just cant be bothered anymore. I just want my Angels with me
<3 Rillee <3 Horowai <3 Payton <3 Savannah <3 Gabrielle <3
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One of Payton's special gifts from his Godfather Gordon <3
I am a mum to three Angel Babies all of whom i love so very much. I know that many people are afraid to talk about Angel babies but i hope that one day it will not be such a feared subject, that people will want to talk to Angel parents about their baby's , They are our children, we are still parents, just a different type of parent, our children have wings
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Meet My Angels
Rillee Charlotte is my big girl, I was scared when i found out i was pregnant with her, but it was only for a moment, i quickly grew used to the idea and was soon over the moon and so looking foward to meeting her. In April my world stopped when Rillee grew her Angel wings at 14 weeks gestation. Rillee was born an Angel a little while after and i decided to put her ashes inside her very own monkey teddy bear, hence the name Rillee Monkey :)
Horowai Tia
My littlest Angel, Always moving and dancing around from very early, the opposite of her quiet and calm big sister. I chose a Maori name for bubba , Horowai means waterfall and i love it. I still miss feeling bubba dancing around all day and night. She was definitly a fussy eater, not letting me eat much of anything, but it was worth it. My butterfly Bubba grew her Angel wings on Sept 11th at 9 weeks gestation.
Payton Vic-Tori
I am having a lot of trouble bringing myself to write this introduction for my littel man :(( Payton grew his wings on the 10th of January 2010 , i actually cant finish this part at the moment but i want him on here with his sisters , i will finish when i can x
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Im sorry, i know nothing that i say is going to make you feel any better, just know that i am thinking of you and all your angels. ((HUGS))
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. Stay strong. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!
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wish I could take some of your pain :(
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