Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Will it ever?

Will this ever end? I am exhausted but cant sleep, i am miserable and cant make it stop, i dont know what to do with myself and have been wandering around doing notn much of anything for days, a crying zombie, i am running on empty and dont know how much longer i can do it, sooner or later my body has to give out surely, sooner or later i will fall asleep. I am forgetting things and am aching, im exhausted :( I just want to feel ok. I miss my smallest baby so much, i still 10 weeks later hold my breathe waiting for her to move, for a sign of anything , and nothing, the most i get is tears when i realise its not going to happen .
Will it ever stop? :(

xx
<3 my anahera pepe <3

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